And life goes (g)on(e)...

Family is the most important thing you have in this world. When everything goes wrong and everybody has left you standing alone by the tracks with the last train gone into the night, it's the family who's there with you.
Believe it or not, thoughts' transfer on different level just works. In good or bad, you can transmitt and recieve it and you can feel it. Therefore it's important to think about the people who need you even if you can't be with them, especially if it's your family.
You see, the strength of each and everyone of us is hidden deep inside your soul. yet we arive again at the very question ages old, never answered though. What is the soul?
Where would you look for it when the person is living on machines in a hospital, couple of tiny tubes and wires pumping a "life" into the body? Hard brain damage, lungs with the "out of order" sign haning on them and few pills making the heart beat cross the silence in the room? I'm 500 miles away, but who the hell is lying on the damned bed right in front of me? And where the hell is the person who used to live in this body? I'm physically away, but still there and him? Yet just the other way around..
Can't get there on time, no way. I think. This very last meeting happens on all different level than all the others before, just to say one last good-bye. Man, you've always made people laugh here, now go ahead, do the job over there. I know you never wanted noone to cry, let us just for now, just for a little tiny moment.
We are the family, we don't forget, we stay together, we stay strong.
Dear uncle, good-bye

Out of my bubble, won't be no trouble

Can't you see it?! It's right there and you better not take another step 'cause you'll end up in my bubble and in lots of trouble.. Trust me, you don't wanna figure out who I really am!

Think you can break through? No way, got a crust on top of my bubble. Strong enough to keep anyone away.

How thick is your crust?

Choices and decisions

Ever thought about why you do things? Me neither. Well, sort of...yeah.
Sometimes looking back I just wonder why the heck have I done it that way?
Why not another way? Well, this one's easy: what happened has happened and couldn't have happened any other way..
But why this way? Try to put it together: laziness, time pressure, couldn't think of anything else or pure self-preservation..
Good, got it all. Question solved.
Hell no, what is it then behind it, that made me choose a particular reason for my actions I did? What makes decisions how am I going to make mine?
I guess I'll never find out why I make my choices. Or will I? I've just made one...

Life to bear, life to live...

Walking down a street I cross ways with dozens of people every day. I'm going to work, for lunch, to my bank, shopping, catching 
up a bus or walking quietly home after work in the evening.
Had a bad day or just looking forward to have a nice one. My ipod running my favorite music right into my brain the way people can hear it almost across the bus, the music that gets me away from the place in thoughts at least.
Simply said, I mind my own business. Though I can't help thinking, what are they thinking?
I can't help it, has my bubble developed a crust just way too thick?
I can't help wondering, who are those people living in the same city?
That's when it comes down to me, the simple words of "life" and "live" get used so often we don't even realize their acctual meaning anymore.  
Of course those other people have their own lives, 
that they live everyday their way..
I rephrase the Shakespeare asking "to live or to LIVE" and I figure, life is a heavy thing to bear, unless we LIVE it.

WeBloggin' rookie

Been thinking about setting up my own blog for a while.

How is it to get your thoughts public on a blog page?

Will see.

For now I welcome you guys on my blog and hope you'll be back to see what's next:)

See ya at the show.
yakub